yesterday went to suntec with peishan..haha..and we ate swensen..yummmmiiee...hahaz..and we took pictures..loadss manz..haha..

before going suntec..we had cgm..cgm waas....erm..interesting ytd haha..prophesy..whao!!

okie..just look at the pictures...


this is swensen suntec..this is how it look from my point of view..


i had fish and chips and peishan have..teriyaki chicken pasta if im not wrong ahahz


im too full to finish the whole main course hahz


haha look at peishan...






mangoooooooo


i had mango ice-cream..whao..it really taste GREAT!!yummmiiie


wo hai young..take baby use de spoon hahahaha!!!!!


entertained myself while waiting for peishan to finish shao guaning the food!!!hahhha!!oppsss..








and we walked to esplanade..haha..this pic..erm..is...chuan yi hor hahahahahaz..


while walking to esplanade..i need to find a place to fan bian yi xia haha..passby millenium tunnel..hahaz


im a tourist from......errmm..TAIWAN!!i also want to take with the merlion hahahaz...


while i wanted to cross the road...turn back..peishan already like prepared to snap liao hahaz


time to go home....


nice hor..i like it..its at ms...

guess thats abt it...

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wuahahaha!!!i just finished exercising haha!!was dancing like CRAZY at home!!play music and just dance like a mad giRL hhaa!coz i dunno how to dance hahaha!!!!!!so i anyhow lohz!haha..and i manage to sweat!!!ahhahaha!!woohhohohohoh!!!know why i exercise..coz i feel that i gained weight!!wuhahah..and that means im fat le!!goodness..need to lose weight and eat less..hahaha!!need to watch my diet if not i will go haywire hahahaahaha!!and..erm i took pic after exercising hahahaha!!pardon me..haha..

okie..today..went school..wasn't that late hahahz..if im not wrong im in just in time haha!!but serena did not come to school today as she's not feeling well...hope she get well soon..heez..hmm..

nothing much lately..still the same old me..always got irritated by that "guy" in my class..but well..i'll just ignore that "guy"...today "he" laugh till very gu niang again..sigh..nvm..wo REN!!!wo KE YI de!!when aku tad tahan,is the time when he MAMPOS!ARgghhh...hahahhahha!!-grins-

okie..i've decided to go and exercise more..and tomorrow i'll play badminton..wuahaha..i will play till i fall!!haha..no lah..im jus abit screw loose now wuhahaha...im just happy today!!

happy day~~happy day~~

okies..the picturessss...









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stayed at home the entire day,did all the household chores.kinda enjoyed cleaning..i felt so so so satisfied with my clean house haha!just pray hard tat noone dirties it.haha..

well since im in a good mood today..i'll be a kind person..help my brother to wash and hang his army clothing..manz..when i was putting the clothes into the washing machine..i wanted to puke!know y?the smell of sweats!!goodness..it smelled terrible!!gosh!i was telling myself..man!i had never smelled something so terrible!haha.

i've change my bloggie song..haha..i find its cute so i decided to put it here..the title is Lonely..but..im not lonely!!hahah!!i just think its cute haha!!KeWLLL!hahaz

i m so lonelyyyyy...i m mr lonely...i have nobody of my own~~~wuahahahaha!!so cute right the person who sing that!hahaha

these days the television programme not very interesting hor..i've been home the entire day...but got nothing interesting on the tv!!aRGhhh...

im so into yoghurt!!!i love yoghurt!!!!yuMmmmmiiiEEee!!i love it!hahaz..

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just got home from tampines and here i am..blogging hahaa.

woke up at 6am this morning..as i gotta go to Kranji Camp for my NDP training..but we did not dance today..we took our numberss..and the weather is real hoT!and the WEN ZI enjoy eating me!!aRGhh...so itchy!!was selected and ended up to be in the different group as serena and nelson..serena and nelson are in the same group...so good de!den i alone in my group..sighz..

after that went back to school and i was so so so hungry..but im meeting shar so i decided not to eat first hahaz..den nelson and serena..went to buy ban mian and yun tun mian..whaaaaa...TEMPTATION!aRGhh..i cant resist it as im too too hungry..so i went to buy toasted bread and two scoops of ice-cream and den had burger king with shar and off we go for cgm!!

during cgm..i was having a terrible pains in my stomach..well..its due to ME eating food in the wrong way i guess..imagine all the ice cream the bread the whole meal of bk is in my stomach..i got diarreoa..waahaha...

cgm was fantastic..can totally feel the presence of God..whao...i simply love the presence of God!!it was a great cgm today!!i love God to BITTTSSSS!!cant leave without Him!!

after cgm..went tampines for dinner..with jae jan mel ps and a fren..i forgot his name..goodness..im so sorry..its either wei hong or wen hong..sorry i forgot this fren name...hahaz..and ate long john silvers..waaa i tell you..the knife at LJS is not a knife...this knife is WEAK!cant even cut the meat properly..goodness...den im like a small kid that doesn't know how to use a knife..felt so stupid...but i know im not ahahahzz...

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okie~im in school now..just finish creating my flash...finally i did something all by myself..few weeks ago..when im doing flsh..i always ask for help..whahahah today no need..i can do by myself..practice at home yesterday..whahahah..its quite interesting hahahz.

erm..i really dislike you loh..i cant take it..arGGhhh...please change your attitude lohz..you are so fake lohz..in school behave this way..when u're in the Kingdom of God behave so differently..arGGhh..why are you likdat?why must i be in the same class as u?tell you thousands of times to behave yourself and stop acting this stupid way..but you dun listen..aRGhhhh..you came to me today while i was on the phone and make that stupid gu niang sound..i really feel like giving you a tight tight slap loh!!its so obvious that you are doing it on purpose..and no wonder guys from other courses want to whack you..should i say that u deserved it?i tel you i really regretted helping you that very time at the stadium!i feel so stupid when im helping you keeping you away from being bullied by those electronics ppl..but..i totally did not know that you actually ENJOYED it!!oh gosh!!!aRGhhHh..i cant take it!!and you put lipstick..please loh..stop all this behaviour loh..aRGhh...hope u can read all this!!!im really wondering if your leader know about u behaving this way in school...

today kinda busy day for me lehz..morning come to school..later have to go aunts place as i need to go Kranji Camp tomorrow for my NDP training..den i no $$hahaha..so need to take liao loh..hahaz..den Kranji camp so far de lehz ARghhh..after going aunts place i hafta go home and den prepare to go church le!!sigh...i miss church loh..people there are wonderful people..unlike people DOT DOT DOT...sigh...

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here i am..blogging..im feeling sooooo boreddd..arGhh...the weather is super hot..cannot take it..

okie~went school early today..whahahaa..i actually turned up earlier than my teacher hahaz..i reached school at 752am.whahahaha..then Mr Goh came around 8++am..and i said:MR GOH!!YOU ARE LATE!!!!!!!whaahaha...den i keep saying den teacher say..ni xiang zhen yang leh..den i laugh hahaha!and walk off loh coz im in hurry to show serena the advertisement i did aahahha!

this entire week pass real fast..its gonna be thursday tomorrow..and im gonna go to the Parliament house...ARgghh..go there also got nothing to do i guess..wasn't looking forward to go there lahz..i rather spend the time studying my Office Organisation...just coz of going to the PH, iim so gonna miss 2hours lesson lorrrr!aRGh..

got back one of my result..i got A!!!whuaahahahahahaha!!im so happy for myself..eventhough i expected higher grades for myself..but...im contented now..haha!i got 83.5/100 whaaahahahaha!!okie...that is just for one sub..so cant be too happy..need to work even harder..aaaha!

after school..went to the MPH in my school to play badminton..haha!it was fun!!haha!i wasn't good at kai-ing the shuttle........... den i use my own jessie way...throw the shuttle........high high and here i go and whacked it!!!hahahha!!i jump and jump run and run..and i sweat....EWWWwww...sweat till i cannot take it and i decided to go home haha!

got home for an hour and i left my house..went down to dhoby ghaut..was going to take my bible studying quiz..whahaha...some question asked...i was like HUH?but nvm...i still gonna answer it hahaz..

i miss my brother lehz..i at home...im soooooo bored...im so gonna die of boredom haha!!

okie..did some quizzz....

Your True Birth Month Is June

Fussy Abiding Friendly Stubborn Talkative Sensitive Executive Hesitating Easily hurt Active mind Easily bored Daydreamer Loves to joke Tends to delay Temperamental Brand conscious Loves to dress up Having lots of ideas Good debating skills Funny and humorous Thinks far with vision Prone to getting colds Polite and soft-spoken Able to show character Seldom show emotions Knows how to make friends Easily influenced by kindness Takes time to recover when hurt Choosy and always wants the best Those who love me are enemies; Those who hate me are friends

What's" Your True Birth Month?

pheWw~just finished doing my housework..was cleaning for like 2+hours lohz..cleaned the entire house..-faints-wash the toilet..boOo..whenever i gotta wash the toilet bowl..i wanna puke!i love using toilet bowl but not cleaning it..-yUck-and mop the entire house twice..wash basin..and wash clothes..and iron clothes and fold clothes..hahha!!-sweaTs- haha!

well..my brother wake me up this morning telling me that he is cooking breakfast for me haha!isnt he sweet?hahha!hmm..well..he SHOULD loh..who ask him to SCREAM at me on friday..HUmph!my this brother wasn't in good mood on that particular day loh..scold me scream at me..and i was like...dying from pains in my stomach lohz..coz im hungry i guess haha!its hurt till i couldn't stand up straight..and i gotta bathe with my backbone bended!sigh...its really hurts man..as i was in pain i wanna eat something so i ask if this brother of mine gonna cook anything..he said later..after watching his alien show on channel 5.i replied...wait for you to cook i die le..know WAD he SAY?he said:den go and die lohz!i was like WAD!!and i demanded an apology from him..and he ignore me lohz..continue watching his alien show!den.he went to cook chix porridge...while cooking he sun bian scream at me worz..scold me lehz..den i angry..i say i don't want to eat..and off i go to sleep..erm..cried to sleep loh!stupid brother..humph!!and on sat he called me..whuahaha..asking me if im gonna go aunt's place to take allowance..i was in school..den i reply ya lah..show him attitude haha!!whuaahaaha...den while i was having break...i cannot take it that he scold me yesterday and the apology i demanded wasn't accomplish yet!so i called him..hhaha..and he is working at Ghim moh coffeeshop..my uncle de elijah coffeeshop..i said:where are you now..you don't know how to take your allowance isit?den he replied..you sun bian help me take lah..i said why must i..you ytd scold and scream till very happy hor..scold more lah..why don't scold..you cant see im in pain ytd mehz..you know wad he say?he said:i thought you got food poisoning..i was like-faints-food poisoning?if i got food poisoning will i be able to let him scream?he is mad..haha!and i got my apology i wanted...not once worz..he said thrice..whuahahaa..den when i reach home..hehehehe...lao hu bu fa wei..ba wo dang bin mao..hahaha!i fa wei..i raise my voice..scold!!haha..i said...huh u dunno how to wash wad you use isit?waiting for who huh?you ashtray..dunno how to clean ah..wait for who huh?i keep huh huh at him..i remind him that he scolded me..whuaaha..den he say sorryyy...whahaha..den i punished him..he do the washing!!piggybag me from level 4 to level one for supper..whuaaahaha!!!one thing about my this bro is that he will always vent his anger on ppl when he is not in e good mood...he quarelled with someone..so he not happy..vent on me..but nvm..i got wad i wan..haha!!!whaahaahaa....-grins-ahahahahahazzz...whaahahahaha!

okie..on friday..after school..went to tampines to look for xin-er to go church together..and we took train from tampines all the way to boonlay..and wad we do?we entertained ourself..by?taking picturessSsss!!whuaaahahaha..pardon me..haha..and here are the pictures...











i had never taken pictures where my face is like......looking so TERRIBLE!hahaha....but its okie...i love my picturesss....haha!

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waa!!just now i wanna publish..and mua blogger turn MAD!sigh!!and i click recover post..and half of mua entries are gone!!so nvm..but thanks to recover post..i got at least half of mua entry back..okie..as i was saying.................

finally im back to blog!!finALLY!!well..if u're wondering why i have not been blogging for the past few days..its because im busy loh!haha!went church for the recording rehearsal on tue...and wed is the recording...both nights ended very late...11+++pm!!!and thank God that both nights i got free lift home!!!thanks to peiwen for driving me home and thanks to mike for letting me tong pang his cabby home!!hahha...thanks alot!!

well..these days..been thinking about loadsa stuff..about my life...what had happen to me..ever since the first day of school..well..life is tough for everyone haha!for a poor student like me too!!hahah!!but with God's strength i can overcome anything and everything hahahaha!!sometimes i do wonder why do people change in their character in just a blink of an eye..and letting the circumstances that they are in to change them..influence them..why are they not firm?its good when people do change for the better..but isn't it sad that people change for the WORST?when im trying to help..its seems that this person rather go the NEGATIVE way..thinking that life is miserable..having such low self esteem....thinking that everything that happen to this person is like this person is suaY?this person never even thought of why this happen?it would happen for a purpose lah!for you to be a stronger person...for you to grow a level higher in your maturity..and your mindset..and being firm..not getting easy influenced..i get upset when i see you like that..and that is why i choose not to talk to you.coz i think that if u need me..you will come to me one fine day..when you are awake!and i've tried times and times again..but im sorry to tel u...im tired of talking to you when whatever i say turns out to be nothing..its does no good..coz you yourself want to fall deeper..how can someone help you when you don't want to do something to help yourself?and words..watch your words..for you are already gonna step out into the real world soon...and why are u getting so easily influence..when you speak..people thinks of you from the way you present yourself..but u, being likdat..what will people think?you were so dear to me..but...being a dear to me and when im tryin to help you,but you...just doin nothing and being stubborn..don't you think i feel hurt too?you were so dear to me..but i guess..i've given up...sigh......

pictures again..don't get too shocked by some...


im jessie and jessie is me..


left to right-serena peishan huishan nelson and me..


serena and mee..


take 2


OSQ and mee!!


camera spoil!!haha!juz jk..


kinda bored during lunchtime...so we.......take piccccctureessss


while waiting for our NDP training to begin...weeeeeee.....ermsss


as lesson was about to come to an end....


dotzz..


who is this hantu????GOSH!!!hahha its nelson..acting like a gui hahaha!!


how can i miss this...here i come!!hahaha..


we...joined force!!hahhaha...

done...pardon me..haha..bear with it...just entertaining muaself..took it for the fun of taking it!whuaAAAa!!

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Baker's Boy


this is what happen when im tired..


does one of them look evil?hahahz!


mua dad mua mum and mua one year old sis..bday falls on 5th april.

okie.got home about an hour ago..was enjoying the bread i bought from Baker's Boy.erm..as you can see its written HOT and CRISPY..but...its not HOT..sigh..yesterday aunt bought the same kinda bread but its from different shop..aunt bought from Pappa Roti..it taste 100% much better!i just love it..but im not a coffee lover..i don't like coffee..but thank God the bread don't have loadsa coffee taste hahha!if there is...i will never buy haha!i used to be a tea lover.coz im forced to drink tea for every meal..but..now..no longer haha.im a qi shui lover!!hahaha..but these days im kinda into plain water nia haha!i used to love coke to the max..every meal,confirm a can of coke will appear..but now..i don't wan..after i heard from someone that coke contains 24 spoon of sugar...GOODNESS!!thats a lot!!

okie..today time flies real fast for me..hahaha..so fast im home already..haha..its like just a blink of an eye..its gonna be night time soon...tian hei hei...during lesson,did one assignment..on how to draw a frog..bee..and the sun..haha...and i forgot to bring mua thumbdrive to school..so i saved it in teachers diskette..at first i was wondering how am i gonna draw a frog...freehand tool..is like so difficult..but in the end...i drew out one frog..and a cute bee!!when im free i post it here..hahaz.

hmm..this morning during office computing lesson.did one assignment..and i scored 30/35 and my teacher yao qiu very high lehz...say dunno wad...i forgot liao hahaz..this mark is still acceptable hor?hahahz...

sighhhhhhh!!im sad loh...know how much i got for my Office Organisation test?its the worst!!31/50 which is 62/100!!goodness!!!sigh...i regretted for going out...i did not play..but went out to attend someone's aunt wake..but...i never study..i studied the last minute..from 1am to 3am..sigh!!i regretted!!!i should have know my piorities.i should have get my piorities right!!..sigh!!!its terrible!!!sigh!!!cant believe it..i did soooooooo badly!!sigh!!its not even a B!!!sigh!!!sigh!!!for those mcq..2marks for each..and i got almost all wrong for that..except for the writing...for mcq,if im not wrong..i lost 8 marks!and i gei kiang...dishonoured cheques and stale cheques are different..and i gei kiang..go and put down stale!!!aRGHHhh...i ws thinking its either dishonoured of stale..and i choose stale!!omgym!!!sigh!!i need to buck up!!sigh!!!sigh!!exams are coming soon!!!sigh...

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as usual, stayed home on sunday haha.its so good staying at home with my bro and his gf..its so bored being alone..thank God i still have a brother..ahahaz..

okie..woke up at 12+pm today..came online for awhile and off i go to disturb my brother haah!wilson is soo good lohz..wake up prepare breakfast for himself de worz..never care about jan and i de worz..haha..well i was just joking..he said he was waiting for us to be awake and he'll prepare food for us..and know what my beloved brother prepared?he fried harshbrown and sausage and egg.haha!and i served myself with peel fresh orange juice hahaa!yum yum!!that is mua breakfast cum lunch..

was lazing at home the whole day...watching vcds..we went somewhere opposite mua house to rent some vcds..haha..one is mr vampire..the other is shaolin VS evil dead.hahaz..both shows are interesting haha..funny also haha..we laugh and laugh hahaz..

grandma came over today..looking at grandma..i seriously miss her like crazy..the first thing i did when i see her is to hug her..and talk to her...she went to lie on her bed and rest..and i went to lie beside her and talk to her..heard things about some people..i just feel disappointed..but its okie...as long as she stays healthy i will be more than happy..but i cant tell myself that she is happy when i don't see that she is...today i saw grandma smile..she laughed!thank God for the laughter and smile i see from grandma..its like a long time since i last see her smile and laughter...anyway...i hate kids that have no respect for old people..and even the adults..what do u mean by go slp go slp..how can my grandma go and sleep all the time..you want her to sleep why not return her to me..she don't have to sleep all the time!!what do u mean by theres noone to take care of her..u mean u can?u cant..but your maid can..all u can do was to tell her to GO AND SLEEP..why not u jus go and sleep and at the same time do some reflections!firstly..teach your kid how to say hi nai nai whenever she see my GRANDMA..and teach ur kid to GREET MY grandma to eat!and y i said that?coz it happen right b4 me!u wan ppl to appreciate you,why not first teach your kid to appreciate the precious people ard her..do u even know how hurtful it feels when your closest kin and your most loved person is not around you?sigh...grandma watch channel 8..and channel U..but ur family are the channel 5 people..so how can grandma be occupied with something?oh yes..like wad u said..sleep right..u go and sleep first.i don't like to use hate on people..but i'll use hate on the way you do things..i'll never forget the day u came and took her away..and even say i dun appreciate whatever thing..y cant i ask grandma if she wan to go?when i ask,you say i don't appreciate the help you've given...so wad do u mean?i cant ask MY GRANDMA what she wants?if i ask means i don't appreciate you?btw...rich don't rule..u may be able to rule others..but not me..

okie..pardon me again..sigh..i hate to be this way manz..i really dislike rich people...ARghH..some are rich..and good..some are rich..but not contented..

im watching the NKF de charity show..goodness..Vincent Ng wow!!hao shuai..and very fit worz...if wilson were to be like him...wOW!!!!!!hahaa...

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peishan and mee!!!


again~its US!!hhahahaz

wanted to blog in earlier when i wake up.but i think theres something wrong with blogger..i cant get in to the blogger website hahaz.

hmm..woke up early today..at around 1015am.haha.theres no school and im waking up early..this is mad..when its time to go school..how i wish i can zzz longer..and now..i can but im awake early!haha..

yesterday went church..and after the prayer meeting we got about 5 min to take a break before service starts..and we entertained ourselves..jan xin ps and me..haha.they take their pic..we take ours..nice anot?hahahha..took some pics together with jan and xin but i think i look terrible so....as usual,i ng again...hahahaz..so deleted it lohz haha..

service went great yesterday..Pastor Kong preached about Praise and Worship..and i took notes down..and these are what i've taken..

*Focus on your problem not always on your enemy*
*Christian life is not always a bed of roses*
*Bad things do happen to good people*well..sometimes i do wonder why im always in some bad situation..when i have done nth wrong...

Ps34 says: I will bless the Lord at all times;His praise shall continually be in my mouth..even when we are in bad situation..we praise God!

and i came to my favourite verse in Psalm.haha..
Ps37:3-4 says: Trust in the Lord and do good;Dwell in the land:and feed on His faithfulness.Delight yourself also in the Lord and He shall give you the desires of your heart.

Ps73:25-26 says: Whom have I in heaven but You?and there is none i desire besides You.My flesh and heart fall;but God is the STRENGTH of my HEART and my PORTION FOREVER!
-even when everything fail..even when im very down..even when i feels everything is hell for me..God is the STRENGTH of my HEART and MY PORTION FOREVER!!!!

was suppose to go out on sun..but..its cancelled..so its okie..haha..i'll stay home and rot haha!

theres cg meeting later..WWeeEEewwEEee.....but next week no cg meeting!!!sigh..we're having live recording in church haha!!!!

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emoticons!!

cutEE?


kawaii??

weEe..im here again..hahaz.just finish doing everything at home haha...so free now...pheWWw finally..haha!hmm..school was like a little boring today..so i drew some smileys on my book haha!and the human emoticons..my friend send me de..so funny lohz..today uncle joseph bought dinner for me again..so kind of him haha..yummie...

suddenly..i miss my grandma..sigh..aunt say..grandma go over to her place will ask about me..i go over to her place i will ask about grandma..sigh...i feels so heavy hearted..the feeling like..there's pressure compressing mua heart lehz..i miss my grandma..i want to see her everyday like i use to..but why they don't let her come back?heard that grandma cries all the time..if i go over to see her..not only i'll cry..she'll cry for sure..we wanted to be with each other..but due to some stupid none of our business...we have to be seperated..ever since my gong gong went to heaven..all i left is my grandma..now..the people bring her over to their house..where grandma don't understand english..as they are the english speaking family..den their daughter is like so no manners..basic manners also don't have..dinner time wun even ask my grandma to eat..and when grandma talk to her..she deng at my grandma..gosh..if she is mua sis..i will give her five dollars..a beautiful one..she show no respect for the oldest in the family..wad a girl..its like so long since i last seen my grandma..sigh......can she come back to me one day???

sianz...nowadays no time to go out and have fun..everyday school home NDP training..etc...no time for fun..sianz..hoilday kuai dian come lehz...so i can relax and play!hahahz..okie i know im dreaming...

i noticed i've not been talking to dad for like a month?sigh..he never come online one lehz...nv call me also...he so busy de mehz..work till likdat mehz..daughter in singapore so lonely he also nv call me sia..but i know he love me...so nvm..i forgive him hahahhaahaa!!!!!but so long nv talk i abit...not used to it..hahahaz

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well.was about to jump on my bed and zzzz...but i feel so bothered if i never say this out..so i decided to post it here..

anyway..been out for my friend aun'ts funeral..went there just to be there..to chat with this friend and other friends whom i know lahz..but there's one..irritating one...love to suan people one..and always aim to suan me one..but always the way he suan is always like...i like this person or whatever de..so stupid..its like..the words that he says contains meanings...bad meanings thou..i was boiling deep down..but still kept about 50% of my coolness..haha..if not cause of this friend..i wouldn't even go down and see your face..know this person for a long time..from the first day till this day..goodness..no good impression..and gosh..this is mua first time having bad impression on someone for years...and its like 6 long years?or more..bad impression..can you ever imagine..btw i dun hate this person..someone told me,if im not wrong its e same person..saying im a person that forgives but never forget...HELLO!!please..im a human..you think press the keyboard the delete button can str8 away forget?siaoz!to me, forgive and forget means..forgive wad the person did..and forget about that incident that had happen and not talk about it..not that kinda FORGET aka DELETE!aiyo!!goodness..i wonder what on earth are the people in the world thinking..this person read my entries and come and joke with me..joke some stupid stuff anyway..and always talked about R-RATED stuff..gosh...YUck!despise such people...i don't mind joking with others..but im sorry to this STRANGer..i have no time for ur jokes..dear friends..know what..i see this person is like looking at SA TAN..so qian bian de SA TAN..so irritating de SA TAN..this person is like dirty minded..sit at one table..sure got one time he bom out some stupid topic one..and the topic is STUPID zong de STUPID..aRGghh i cant stand this kinda people on earth..wonder why is he in my life..please get out..u're not welcum..this person don't know what is called limits..don't know what is call enough don't know what is called healthy topic..his mind is filthy..oh no...he is contaminated!hahahhahahahahaha!!virus...must stay away..pardon me for being this way..people i don't like..too bad for them..i guess..he is the only one that i dislike hahahahahahaha!he is so worldly...what can i expect...this person is older than me..but i tel u..mindset...goodness..he need help!gamble is all he knows...hahha!was talking to this person online..was saying him..i said..dun worrie ur name will nv be mentioned in mua blog..and i said y he everyday come mua blog de...is jus askin....and i suppose this guy got offended?ask me dun one to let ppl see then lock my blog..and he went offline lahz..den i sms him coz i obviously cant reply him online..he said..that prob he already offline sae wad im too free sms him and said dun waste my time to sms him and dun waste his time to read.wow..i think his common sense not so common..cant reply online ofcoz i sms and reply lah..DUH!!!STRANGER...since its a waste of ur time to read the sms..so dun waste your time come my blog and read.coz its much much much longer than the one page sms i sent.

okie..i was just letting my anger out..pardon me for jus a little while hahaz...theres more i wanna sae..but i think its enough here...so stop it lohz..hahah

oh ya..another incident..happen this afternoon in school..sigh...i saw this guy...gotten know him before i was a christian..he's name is ah long...saw him quite a number of time in church..if im not wrong he is serving in the usher ministry..very good right?

but im wrong..not everyone in church is good..actually i knew it long ago..but now i confirm liao..know why i said that...the story goes like this:
after eating my lunch..i was walking over to the co-op shop with my friends..and we saw this guy scolding some sec sch visitor..he was using profanities to scold this boy..and he is like a chao ah beng..and wanted to fight..i somehow heard him saying diao si mi diao..den a lot of @#$%^$#!!%^& le..i was shocked!!!aren't we suppose to shine for the Lord?angry also no need to use words likdat..and he is scolding this boy in front of everyone..even when the boy's teacher is beside him..and the teacher have to bring him away from this HOOLiGAN!i was walking pass..and i said out loud..hey this guy from mua church de lehz...den i sae but why is he acting this way?sigh..-roll eyes-i dun understand..why is he likedat...usher ministry de...but in school..acting like a hooligan..not friendly...use vulgarities...gosh!my school...a good school...but nv mention the students...sigh...

okie..that's all...enough of my complaints....i dunno why i got so many to complain about ppl ard me...sigh..im just upset with the world..i jus love to have friends in the lovely kingdom of God..ppl in the world..negative in everything they do..other people is advice friend not to gamble..i got fren who ask another to gamble..this is madness....this type of friend...gei wo,wo dou bu yao!!sigh...can someone tel me ways so that i can calm myself down whenever this happen?sighhhhh......seeing this people i headache only...

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im back!!well, if you've been wondering why i did not blog for the past few days..the answer is im lazy haha!

these days..im very lazy lehz..except for today hahaa~reached home after school..clean the entire house...now my house is cleaned!haha..

today uncle joseph very good lehz..bought dinner for me and i need not pay a single cent hahaz.that's so kind of him..hahaz

yesterday had Office Organisation test..sigh..no confident that i will get the marks i used to get..coz i studied during the very last minute...sigh...

went to watch samara with my bro and his friends..not scary de...waste money...

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jus finished washing bowls etc..haha!hmm..today..kinda surprising that i reached school early..i reached school at 8.05am haha!lesson starts at 8am but teacher give us time till 815am.haha!so im not late.hahaz.

hmm..today my day went just fine..haha..hmm..i wanted to blog yesterday about my NDP thing..well..i got selected..and there's no more audition le haha!today...lesson ended early..suppose to end at 4pm but Mr Tay let us off at 310pm haha!den i have got nowhere to go.so i took bus number 2 home lohz..reach home..straight away bathe and rush back to school for the NDP costume measurement..and i was so shocked when my name was called up..is like the dance instructer is choosing some people to play impt roles..im still not sure if i am one of them haha..but..my frenz are not called up..why???then im alone de...den we did 3 eights..the steps not really simple..but need to do some shakes lahz..i abit cannot lehz haha!but training at home!hahaha!im sure i can do it..hahaz..

sighhHHhh....exam are coming next month..im a little worried for it!!especially for my Office Organisation paper...need to study the entire book!gosh~

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im back here again~wanted to blog last few days but im lazy.haha!okie..and here i am..finally~haha..

i don't know what to blog lehz..okie..these few days kinda reluctant to go school lahz..personal reason..how i wish ting mel they all fly to my school asap lohz..then i will have at least people who know me inside out..up down left right..do i look like those can let people bully dE?i don't think so lohz~few days back,a friend of mine..punch me on my arm..goodness...i wonder why my arm did not turn blue black lehz..when i feel it...i feel pain lehz..sigh..another one..talk like not happy de..not happy den dun talk lahz...or just walk off likdat de lehz..i dislike people like that..and theres something call inform...paper passing around...just leave it on my bag..till my teacher ask liao den i know the paper is there...after somebody signed on the paper.....its their responsibility to inform the other friend that the paper is there..come on!common sense!now im not gonna be so friendly in school..stupid people..attitude...stupid attitude...go change that stupid attitude...don't want to talk den stay far far away...don't come and spoil peoples mood...get the **** outta mua life!yuck!eeeeeeEEe erRRrr....i feel yucky that i got friend likdat lehz..abit not used to it...esp guys...having such intolerable attitude...testing my tolerance...gosh!cant take it!YUCK!!!ARGGGHhhHHhh!

*since u are like that,i'll leave you alone.since u are behaving likdat..you will never grow up.*
well..maybe im thinking too much..but i confirm i will not feel that way unless it had happen...because it is so not u...get wad i meant?well if u don't,nvm...it quite understandable..

i've not met people likdat..esp guy!omgym!girls attitude..i still can overcome...but its guys...i feel its like they are not manly lohz..like small boy loh...sigh...if that is the case...every morning i go to sch..see that stupid attitude...forget about talking to you...telling you reason like pls dun do this pls dun do that...its like useless.....btw...sometime please know your limits..eventhough im smiling to all the words that u say...doesn't mean im okie with wadever that comes out from that mouth of yours.

im not perfect..there's times i will be sad angry...dosen't mean one word..forgive...means i have to really forgive..if u are angry..i believe u wun str8 away forgive that person!even animal have time to cool down..wadsmore,im a human being..i need time too okie..words like..buay song ah..shut up..very nice mehz...respect people a little lah..u can say..keep quiet.its sounds better den SHUT UP!and buay song,can i ask if you are a ah beng?please be civilised..im sorry if i said shut up to you or whoever...

sigh...these days..im so not me!!gosh..i cant take it..i feel so different...i don't say shut up to people..now i do..gosh...i just feel im so not meee!!sigh..i cant take it...some people in my class like to say shut up also lohz..so not nice...den now i say..sigh...omgym!!i cant take it..

i know wad im gonna do to change for the better...whoever use those words..on me..if you got scolded by me then its just too bad for u.and for those who give me attitude..if you got shoot on the face by me then its just too bad for you..im friendly and people treat me this way..okie...fine!!!i will have my way now...

i don't understand why people cant be friends in a friendly manner.....why??tel me why?

all i know about myself..i need to change...for the better not for the worst...

sigh..im sad lahz...about everything lahz...again..i am who i am..i am who God says i am..i am who God calls me to be...please stay away from me if u're trying make life difficult for me..get out of my life..you are not welcome to be part of my life....GET OUT!!!OUT OUT OUT!!!!

okie..forget it...im tired...tired of everything...

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yaWn~just got up from my dreamland.so tired~hahaz..im hungry!!hahaaaa!!and its sunday!!time fliess!!!!!!im out 6 out of 7days...im busy 6 out of 7 days!can i just be busy 3 out of 7 days..and i can rest for 4 days?hahaha!dream on hahah!everything is like a routine..school home everyday..den school home church home den home cg meeting home..left my sunday to myself..but its all for cleaning up my house!!!!clean one whole house very tiring lehz..esp when im not the only one using e house..but ended up im the only one who does the cleaning..sigh...nvm lahz..the Bible says:its better to give than to receive...so its okie hahah..

hmm..yesterday was our first cg meeting after the multiply.heez.eventhough the group became smaller.i still like it haha!!

after cg meeting i went down city hall to meet fel darren and that ah jun,that ah jun..drag till from 7+pm till 9+pm den come..he came that EARLY!wanted to eat the marina south steamboat but i think coz jun never eat so we all decided to eat something else.hahaz.hmm..after eating...went to esplanade..the rooftop..wow there's alot of people..hahaz..i stayed for awhile and off i go to meet wilson darling!hhAAAaaAAa!well..wilson was with janice and i become the extra haha!went to Tong Roma's(suntec) to visit?the dunno who?i forgot who already..all i know there's a lot of people lahz.hahaz.when i step into TR(suntec) i remembered of TR(orchard) i was working there 2 years ago..kinda miss working there at the job is good lahz.but i just don't like one of the manager there lahz..keep talking about R-RATED stuff...so sick about it..everytime de lehz..never stopped de..working there...the time pass very fast one haha!but one thing i dislike..the manager despise me..says i do things very slow..but den nv wonder why im slow..because i need to talk to my guest waD!take order fast also not good..take order slow got despised...but nevermind..it won't affect me haha!i'm thinking where should i work when im having holidays..im already planning for my long holidays at the end of this year haha!

okie~i went to watch the eye 10 yesterday...with wilson and his gf ofcoz...we screamed and laughed together.hahaz..kinda funny lohz..the breakdance..the choptick put into the mouth jus to make the sound haha!

know wad?i reached home at ard 1++am and janice and i went to clean the toilet..hahha!some people make my toilet sticky!!stupid de lohz...sigh...i brought breadtalk bread lehz..haha..for my entire week de..haha..im broke..pay hp bill..everything gone liao!ahahz..but its okie lahz..its better to pay off everything than to stay in debt..but im still owing 5 dollars to the bill hahahhaa!!oppsss...hahaz

xin-er got a new phone!!i also want to get a phone...sign..slowly wait till im working...sigh~

these days..its hard to forget something..esp for someone..sigh...okie..forget it.

okie~im gonna go and satisfy muaaa stomach hahaha!

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yAwN~~ just got home about half an hour ago..im dead tired manz.i was sleeping in the train till i don't wanna leave the train haha!tired!!!!!!!

okie..i went to school EARLY today..and to my surprise..there's NO LESSON!gosh!!why didn't the teacher inform all students the day before..so we don't have to wake up early the following day!why??????sigh...i was in the library together with my group of friends discussing about the project problem lah..i got so many things i wanna complain about some of the members in the group..but well..its okie lah..if they want the marks..they take loh..i reach school at 8 and there's no lesson till 11am...very long loh...i can sleep at home de lohz...waste my time only in school..and do nothin..sianz..

then during my mdp=multimedia desktop publishing lesson...guess half of the class turn up only..and im like so bored..don't really feel like paying attention to what the teacher is talking about..we're learning macromedia flash..i fall asleep for like five min hahaz..den quickly pay attention..and den everyone wanna go off early..and its like 240pm i think...we ask teacher to let us off..then the teacher-miss leng says...still got five min..den someone said..5 min only..still dun let us off..den miss leng says..okie two and a half min more..den we peng!den we HUHHHHhhhh..den miss leng says:okie lah..go lah ahahhaa!!!den we all go off haha!!miss leng so funny de lehz hahaz...

hmm..i guess i'll stop here for now..add on later..tired~~

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i can so confirm that this is not the colour of my skin..im not so fair de.i confirm...guarantee chop chop!!!!im not white okie!

okies..erm..took the picture while i was waiting for serena xiao jie.haha her 10mins is like PhuAAaa dunno how long haha!but nevermind..im very patient de..i wait loh..since im waiting for her and i got nothing to do...this is what i do..i take pictures haha!pardon me for doing this haha!!

well..i was saying im going back to school right?i said i got the NDP thingy to attend to right?and guess wad?the NDP practice held today was for those who did not turn up last week!!and i was there last week!!but noone tell me that i don't have to go today!!!and i happily went there..had my dinner in school...waste my $$$..if nv go..that $$ will go to my lunch tomorrow loh!waste my time also...my time are so precious lehz..haha!but nvm..all things happen for good lahz..hahaz..

okie..guess that's all for today!!take care people!!love you all to biTTssSs!!

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i just got home~bored~~~~know why school ended so early?because 2 of my teacher are on course.so i have no lesson.so everyone go home loh.butTTTt!!!i still gotta go back to school!!coz im involved in the NDP thingy!!aRGGHhhh why must todaY???other day lah!!im tired lehz.i want to zzzz!sigh..nevermind..i shall go den...but i will miss my 9pm show lehz!!gosh!!i wannna see the ah long lehz!!okie forget it!miss one day nevermind de haha!

okie~i wanted to add something to my post yesterday but i forgot..its about my NApfa de..know wad..when its my turn to do the standing broad jump..i happily jump and landed on where???my BUTTTTT!!!-oUcHhHh-and..the class...laughed at me lah!haha!thanks lehz haha!

i have a problem here..why people never do project can get marks?i don't understand..sigh nevermind...

oh yes..that passerby replied..sae wad ite very educated lehz..a sarcastic way lahz..but too bad.people who look down on ITE students like me trying to make me feel terrible..haha!give it a break...this don't work on me still haha!it will just make me feel that this person is trying to find ways to irritated me..making feel like the world is the end..too bad..my life is filled with blessings from God!unlike some passerby...haha!opps...shall not sae ppl likedat...not worth..this passerby very jue jiang de lehz.soOOoOoo poor thing..like a poor child..lacking of love..lacking of maturity also..this person is in lack of loadsa thing lahz.but i believe somewhere somehow this passerby is good at least for a point..this person is good at keep on keeping on..striving on..is good in a positive way..if its used in the positive way..but passerby use it on the negative way...passerby keep on keeping on scolding people!hahha!!im wondering what negative things work on me lehz?well this year is a year of character moulding...any challenges?come find me..i will be more than happy to take up that character,attitude challenge...haha!in conclusion,passerby is someone with determination!!thats good!good...in the wrong way loh!but nevermind.whatever it is...i forgive u passerby!God bless youu!!haha!

im tired im gonna rest!add on again...

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im back!!

WEeeeEEeeeEe!!as you guys know that i was preparing for my script reading yesterday.and thank God that i did good while reading!!my teacher says mine is fluent!Praise the Lord!!wow!!prayer works!

okie..today,there's a carnival in school.well i was there.there's free styling of hair..and free makeup.most of the guys will be at the styling of hair..haha..some turn up looking so handsome..but actually i saw one only..at first i saw him,he look not very nice looking larhz.den when the hair stylist style the hair..gosh!!he look so good!kinda cute larhz..den got two male hairstylist..wow..their hair...so nice can...haha.

then the make up de..hmm..i was thinking if i should go and join in..since its free..but second thought..they are using the same thing on everyone..each and everyone skin is different..i scared will spoil my skin..i decided to drop that idea haha!

after that,i went to the forum to watch performance..break-dancing...fashion show!!GOSH!!the fashion show...wOOOOwwwWW!!i wonder if the models are from the school..they look sooo charming!but my school?charming guys?erm...there's good looking ones..but with that kinda character..erm!got one model look so like Jay Chou lehz..so like him loh!i was staring at him all the way..frm the bus stop till the mrt station haha!but he smokes lehz..Jay Chou smokes anot?that guy started smoking..i've stopping thinking he's good!hahaz.like ah beng loh..someonesae he like very erm...kl?but well..its him haha!but he is good looking lah..that's the fact.hahaz.

okie..den..i wanted to eat ice-cream..its free..but when i go to the ice cream store..there's nothing there!!finishing liao!!sigh..so i decided to take popcorn and candy floss...i queue till im gonna faint..so many people..and is like not one person take one only lehz..is one person take 11 candy floss de lehz..after taking all the candy floss and popcorns..SIGH!!i didn't have the chance to EAT!!was looking for friends who ask me to help to take candy floss..and that candy floss cannot wait de can..it melt so FAST and i've got no choice but to throw it away!!den popcorns!i holding 4 cups of popcorns and i did not eat!!i take popcorns but dunno who they belong to!so i gave it to my fren..and wad i eat in the end??? NOTHING!queue so long...help people..now...i have nothing in my stomach!!but nvm...had sprite at least hahaa!!!

well.back to the passerby..that person replied..i thought that person will cool down and talk properly..not using words..but sadly,to my disappointed..passerby turns out to be like a childish person..a person who is unreasonable..and a person with a terrible attitude.scolded me b*tch and dunno wad loser.well..i wasn't provoked.i dunno y.but i wasn't.in the past i may be very angry..wanna kill that person..but now..i did not..i replied the person.haha!i said:is all that few words that passerby know?i said please grow up.well..i seldom see grown ups acting this way..and i wonder does this passerby know wad does it mean by a loser..that person dun even know me.how would he/she know im one?acting kiang wad!haha!i ask passerby to stay away as we are all educated people with good vocab in our mind.and i said..do passerby speak eng?haaa!!i feel more like laughing than getting angry when that passerby use those filthy words on me!haha!i guess this passerby is nothing to me..trying to affect me..scolding me this way..haha..this time this passerby met someone like me..haha..i wonder if he/she got high blood pressure?if that person feel very dui den too bad lohz..words dun affect me..im not afraid of that person.im only afraid of the Lord my Almighty God!Do Not Fear was mention in the Bible for 365 times..so i will not be afraid of this nothing passerby haha!do u think passerby is a broken hearted?till now im thinking if he/she is anot lehz..this person keep saying people..just want to hurt people..this person is not sensitive to how other feel.this person just think everyone is loser lah!hahha!it so sad when there's people likdat..this person need healing!this person need love!this person need help!

okie..the passerby matter will stop here haha!if there's replies..i will add on..see how more longer that passerby wanna scold..i wonder if he/she feel like he/she is the loser anot!that person is the one that keep saying ppl loser..dun even know me sae im a loser haha!thanks lehz..but i can tel u im not haha!wad a ye mang de passerby!haha!

i gotta complete one assignment..i shall add on some other time!!take care everyone!!love u all!

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okie!im here..

dear readers..i wanna share something here.i've been reading my friend's blog.and poor her,her taggie was invaded..someone called passerby came and scold her..words like b*tch and stupid fool!gosh..why would there be such people on earth?and the passerby even ask her to think about wad she had done..i was laughing in my heart..know whY?how would my fren know wad she did when this person just named himself/herself as passerby?and everyone..and i mean everyone knows that everyone will commit something wrong in their life..and this passerby seems like blaming her for something..just coming her taggie and keep going against her.this is so terrible..hopefully that passerby will stop this scolding people matter..actually i feel that passerby is a ke lian person..know why?he/she make me feel that he/she have got hatred in heart..so ke lian..making himself/herself terrible by hating people..is just a waste of time..and i cant help it but to tag at her taggie telling the passerby to stop it..but this passerby is like a kid...a stubborn one..don't listen..why must this person go tag people and hurt people's feeling..using words to hurt people..and this passerby dun even dare to name him or herself..its so obvious that this person is afraid..goin taggie and scold..making people feel sad..angry...is all that this passerby want..isnt it a sad thing..this passerby..sigh...is this passerby a broken hearted?well.i may know nothing between that passerby and my fren..but..why cant that passerby talk to her str8 on her face..to settle the problem..better than hating her..and using words..people in the world..they really need help..forgivness is the key to ur happiness..hope that passerby forgivess....maybe she did something wrong..but..how would she know when passerby saes nth..but scoldin?how does one hand clap?yuck!i dislike hatred!

okie~thats all about passerby..well today..in school..everything went fine..i love going to school these days haha!eventhough its kinda tiring..but..its for my future..no matter how tiring it is..i will continue to strive..

today stayed in school till like 545pm..gosh..so late lohz..im dead tired can..rush home...need to rush the project again..den gotta memorise some script for tomorrow..-faints-but i know i can do it..with God's strength..all things are possible!AMEN to that!

okie..i need to continue to memorise my script liao..God Bless me!!God bless everyone!!

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hmm.i shall drop an entry here before i go off to my dreamland.haha!ehx..my day went.....went....tiring?i was yawning and yawning in school haha!i cant take it when teacher is doing the explanation so slowwwwwwww!!but well..i managed to listen a little..i just rest my eyes..hahaz!

today during Office Organisation lesson..i got back my result!!!!hahahaha!!!!!!hahahahahhaha!!!im flying im flying!!!hahha...know how much i got???i got 89/100!!haha!good anot??good anot??eventhough it did not meet up to my expectation for myself.but i think i did great!haha!i actually thought i can get 95/100!ahaha!sigh..and me horz..super duper act clever sia!some things which is not suppose to be written i write..and in the end -1mark!den i have no confident in one answer and i crossed it out..and wrote the other ans...and guess wad...im wrong..the right answer is the crossed out de!!!GOSH!!i lose mark again!!!den horz..must write amount of money...i wrote the thousands...and the tens...but i missed out the hundredsss!!!GOSH!!!!see...i "generously"give my marks away!!!when i got the paper..i saw my mark...was just a little sad abt it..i did not expect to get the marks i got..i expected better and higher..coz the paper is realllly easy...that is also wad Mr Tay says!hahaz..but nvm...im contented..i got 75 and above and...i will have a free dining at CRYSTAL JADE!!!!!!hhahahaz...thanks to NELSON hahahaa!!

hmm..by wednesday i should have memories my Effective Communication's script..and...i've not prepared for it yet..i've not memorise anything yet.and the script i typed out is sooooooo long!!!how??sigh...im thinking how lehz!!sigh...

sigh..i keep thinking and thinking abt...........sigh..nvm forget it...

okies...oh i just remember..i have a fren..whose fren has a very wierd sms style...like...o'clock is sms as=eklok.den us is sms as=arse!gosh!hahaz..den going i think sms as=gowin.and more lah...but i forgot le haha!

im gonna zzz soon..take care everyone!Be blessedd!!

muackkKK

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okie~finally im home..still got a little spare time to spend.haha!im dead tired.i need my bed haha!

well..as i was saying yesterday about going SIS!!the drama....WOW it was wonderful!so funny..tuo diao tuo diao haha!those who were there knows what im saying..na na na na na!ahaha!i went for all 3 services!and for all 3 services,i was tired..but i did not enter dreamland!i feel so glad to be at SIS to watch the drama and listen to the precious word of God!and most importantly..Pastor prayed for healing..for people with sickness..disability..all that..and also..this alzhemer...something..which my brother got it.was itchy and he scratch till....omgym...terrible..if wilson was there,if he believe...i know God will heal him!but sadly...he did not go..i invited him loh!!i was hoping he will go so that with God's power he will be healed...sigh..GOD!!wei her?i really hope he will go and receive the blessings You are giving.....but.....i have faith...one day!!!my brother will be in the Kingdom of God together with me..praising and worship and serving God together wholeheartedly!!!!!AMEN to that!!!!im really glad im there in SIS!!!

4 reasons why Jesus stayed on the cross:
1. Jesus stayed on the cross so that all our sins will be taken away.
2. Jesus stayed on the cross to free us from every bondage.
3. Jesus stayed on the cross to heal our sicknesses.
4. Jesus stayed on the cross to redeem us from every CURSE.

and wad is a CURSE?
a CURSE is a continual defeat of failure in life.failing and failing..struggling in poverty.

Jesus become poor so we,through His poverty may become rich.

those whom i've invited.did not come.but its okie.there's always other time.sadly u've missed the great service...

hmm..i've decided...to be a person full of committment..to church heez..and my studies lahz.i wanna help in my cg!

hee..TF send me the song tong hua de mtv!!gosh..it sooo touching....

i got this chc tuo diao song hahahaha!!!thanks to mel haha~

well..hmm..all i wanna say is that Jesus is the answer,for the world today!!

God bless!

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26th March 2005

ohhhh~~~my dear diary!!

i was hesitating if i should blog today or the following day.but i miss blogging.so here i come!!ahaha!!i wanted to blog yesterday..but i was too tired to do anything hahaz.

okie.as i wrote in earlier that im gonna go to help out at children church..and yes i went yesterday haha!if was..actually..alright loh.alright till when i finaaaaalllyyyy got the chance to step into B4 to give presents to the little children..oh man~they are just sooooOOooOOo adorablee!!!!!goodnesss!!i saw this girl...while i was busy giving presents away to the boys only above 7 years.she seems like a 4 year old girl.she look so sweet so cute..soo pretty loh..and her innocent face hahaz..melted my heart hahaz.she came to me saying:teacher..i want the glow in the dark one...but i cant give her...coz she is too young not above 7 and she's not boy..so i say:im sorry..i cant exchange gifts for u.and she sadly turned away..i mumbled and said:i really want to give it to you,but i really cant..everything jiao dai hao le..cant change presents..so sorry lohz ahahz.

wow~you guess know wad..these days..kids..very into style yea?while i was at level one to wait for the little children to arrive..saw this little girl..wow know wad she's wearing?she wore boots!!!another wear halter neck top.one like mini skirt..den got one boy...oh dear!!!he walk like a little ah beng!!!the hair hor..got tail and the sideburn long long de can...wow!!its really ta kai yan jian hahha!!

well...today..was a hungry day for me...i have no time to eat..so i had a&w=air and water all the way from 9++am till 7++pm...wake up early in the morning at 8..hesitating if i should go for my NDP thingy in school.didn't want to go de lehz..but in the end...i go lah..for my cip point hahaz!!rush there...then rush to SIS...rush and rush...no time to eat..after first svc.need to queue str8 for 2ndsvc..so no time to eat...but thanks to peishan's2 friend..haha..for the fish burger..haha!it did some help for my hungry stomach..eventhough i feel nth after eating it..haha..too hungry le lahz..

the drama very funny lehz...those who did not go SIS u miss a nice drama play..so funny and interesting...and the sermon for EAster...erm anyway..i need to zzz..will add on tmr..need to wake up early tmr...hahahaz!!

take care everyone!!!

hmm.i got nothing to do now.so i come blogging hahaz..i noticed something about my pictures i took ytd...abit wierd..coz...i look so different...haha know why?coz at home mahz..no need to da pan mei mei de..den no need put make up de.den clip my hair..hahaz..background too dark cant see my black clip ahah!did anyone ever noticed why i don't wear spectacles outside?haha..coz bu mei mah...i don't wear contact lens also..i scared tio stuck in my eye hahahaha!!that's one thing about me..go out must mei mei..at home...no need lahzz hahaz..

im going cityhall later..meeting anne ahahaz..so bored now..

im hungry...feel like eating ban mian..from suntec de lehz..shar is eating ban mian from suntec worz..cant blame..she work at suntec hahahaa!!!so gooodddd..yum yum...sigh i no choice..can eat instant porridge only..

know wad..i very power lehz haha...kinda stupid but ya..haha..this whole week..i ate bread and instant porridge only hahaha!power hot..i feel so fat!!!!EEEEeeEEEeeWwwWWwww.....

nvm..i will jian fei when school starts..excercise and excercise hahhaha!!!know wad...badminton can really make me sweat like crazie..hahaz

okie..stop all my rubbish...im gonna do some cooking now..

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today~~a sleepy day..raining in the later afternoon.hao bu rain jiu zai wo awake den rain.i was sleeping since 2++pm till 4++pm..den it rain and i was feeling so warm..was lazing around the entire day..and grandma was here since morning..wEeeee!!hahahzz..miss her so much..was suppose to go for my POS meeting.den i wan to stay and accompany my grandma..so i did not go..

hmm..did nothing much today..sleep and watch tv..haha..hmm this friday im gonna go church to help out at the children church ministry..haha!!kids are just so adorable..haha i love kidsss!!hahaz..and this weekend its our Easter celebration...i cant wait to go Singapore Indoor Stadium hahaz..it will be great being there..ahhaha!

hmm..to entertain myself again..at home...i took picturessss!!!haha..oppsss..pardon me for being zi lian...actually hai hao loh..i just like taking pictures lahz..so just bear with me hahah!!and here i go~~~~


know why i took this?i was wondering why some people like to take their side view..so...maybe..i can try too?hahhaa!!so can ma?hahaz


this face abit like qian bian horz?hahaha!!this is me...with a qian bian face..ahahaz..but dun mistaken..im not those qian bian type of person haha!all i want is peace!hahaz!World peaCe!!


im having difficulty here..wad pose should i pose next???????


hmm...i think i look so wierd with this face...hahahz!!


well.i can get hungry when im busy taking pictures....hahhaa!!hMMMMmmmMmm!!!


hmm..i think i know wad can i eat~~~


i've decided to eat this!!!hahaha!!!


this pig cutttteeee hor????given by my dear xin-er worz..help me to save money hahaha!!!


can i be a teacher-to-be????look like nerd or not???hmmm..


took this while i was on the phone hahaha!!!too bored ya..actually..take for fun hahaa!!!!

just in case you guess were wondering how come my background so dark..haha..i never switch on my room light..haha i use table lamp hahaz!!

okie..that's all...pardon me for all this hahaha!!!!please understand that im a self-entertainer..hahazzzz..opppSSss

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Artist:
3t
Album:
Brotherhood
Title:
I Need You

I need you girl
I couldn't live a day without you
Well I tried to write a special song
A love song just for you
To explain the way you make you feel inside
Thought the meaning may be simple
And the words may not be new
I couldn't make it clearer if I tried
I need you
And I couldn't live a day without you
I need you
More than anyone I ever know
I need you
And I wanna build my world around you
I need you
I need you
Well I sang the words and realized
It had all been said before
So I tried a different rhyme that meant the same
But it didn't have the feeling
And the first one said much more
So I guess I'll have to say it once again
I need you
And I couldn't live a day without you
I need you
More than anyone could ever know
(More than anyone could ever know)

Couldn't live a day without you girl
I need you and I wanna build my world around you
Baby I need you
Oh I need you(Baby)
Couldn't live a day without you
More than anyone could ever know
(More than anyone could ever know)
Couldn't live a day without you girl
I need you and I wanna build my world around you
I need you
I need you
(I need you)
(I want you)
And I couldn't live a day without you
(Couldn't live a day without you)
I need you
(Yeah yeah)
More than anyone could ever know
(More than anyone could ever know)
I need you
(I need you)
(I want you)
And I couldn't live a day without you
(Couldn't live a day without you)
I need you
(Yeah yeah)
I need you
Well I tried a special song
A love song just for you
I need you

i'll miss you girlssssss!!!

just woke up from my lalala land hahaa!since i've got nothing better to do at home..hmm..i'll upload pictures lohz.

i've posted an entry yesterday.but i deleted it.coz..it's all complaintssss about who?him lahz..so forget it..i shall not bear any grudges..hmm..i woke up and hog on mua computer haha!!

so boredddd~~blasting songsss...hahaz..

my friend just got back from malaysia..sigh..her grandma passed away..coz of a fall in the toilet..and her grandma's head knocked on the toilet bowl..and passed away the next day...life is so precious...my deepest condolences to the family...

wilson went back to camp yesterday.and again..i'm alone..actually sometimes i wonder why must i be alone..but its okie lahz.hahaz..all i want is grandma and wilson..the rest i don't want..i can only trust them..and they are my closest..closer on the inside..far on the outside..we're serperatedddddd!!sigh..nvm..i think i've been independent for like a month..life not so bad.eventhough problemmsss and problemsss keep pouring like rain..haha.but im fine...character moulding..im fine ahaha!

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hmm..its a hot afternoon today.heez.and im staying at home together with my beloved brother.hahaz.well he gotta book into camp on monday.haha.so my day today is for him haha!see..im such a good little sister of wilson haha!

just got home abt 2hours ago from shar's place..stayed over at her place ytd hahaz..went to watch hitch at tampines mall till ard 2++3am..haha..its a very interesting show....a must watch movie aha..funny...shar was laughing so loud...hahah!!

yesterday..the heart pounding moment....finally ended..haha..the result..im staying with shar haha..the most funny part is the time when its jae and TF turn...to see who is gonna stay or go another group but still under shar lah..shar very funny...want to annouce den change topic..and worst..skip their turn....then jae is like soooooo kan chiong hahazz..in the end...TF and jae stay haha!

well..yesterday..had a sumptuous meal..haha..so nice..have four chicken..one black pepper chicken..kuay...fried shrimp.fried dumpling..salmon bread...drinks...kuay teow...chai tao kuay haha!!so many...yummmm...after eating...and laughing with all the jokes...we took pictures..haha...upload some other time..took with rochelle they all de..heez...now bz lahz..no time...

gtg buaizzzz

sigh..just tot about my grandma...she is on her way to cck cemetary to visit my gong gong..sigh..well in the cab home...i tot of my gong gong.and again...i teared...but nvm...i miss him mahz..and also my nai nai hahaha!!God bless them both...Bless my gong gong in heaven...im really wondering wad my gong gong is doing...still sitting and watching his days of his life vcd?haha!or chatting with Jesus?hmm..and bless my nai nai...let her be happy always....not cryin always...and strong legs...strong health...

so bored now....sianzzzz